Read...... in the make of your lord

If you going through difficulties right now,searching for inner peace, want to get closer to Allah, want to increase your Iman or want to know the true  meaning of life, my sincere advice to you is to complete the reading of Al Quran (from pali to pali). Pick up the One with Arabic and English, make sure the English is plain enough (not those ones with thou, thy)Start from Al Fatiahah then Al Baqarah way down till  Al Nas.
Take it one chapter after the other, read the Arabic or transliteration if you can't read arabic and read the English meaning of it then move to the next Surah.
Take time off social media and other irrelevant stuff;music, movie, unnecessary outing or shopping. Just do your normal daily activities, offer Salah and get back to reading (should take about 2-3 weeks if you take it seriously)
When you done, you can then read atleast one page each day and read up Hadiths and all that.
My advice is cause it doesn't matter how much Islamic video, write up, quote or lecture you attend. If you don't complete the reading of Al Quran, you can not completely be happy, content and understand Islam.
Your desires as a being will continue to cloud your judgement when people tell you the right things to do.
When you complete the Quran,you will start to think through the Quran.
You have to allow Allah speak to your heart through his words and only you can settle down to fight that battle.
Islamic quotes will just be quotes, dawwah will just be dawwah cause the zeal is not there.
When people do stuff according to the teachings of Islam, you will continue to see them as over sabi but if you need the to turn on your vibes, you've got to read the Quran from start to finish.
I hope somebody somewhere who has never completed the Quran can start soon to understand what I mean. I  may not know a lot of you, but I wish you everything I wish for myself.Its not about the one we read in Arabic school while growing up with force and pankere Alfa.It's about the one you read willingly after your brain has developed with the meaning of it.The first word revealed from Allah to the prophet SAW is "Iqra" meaning Read........To READ was the first command in Islam.